AMBIGUITY

It’s a want 

to take. 
It’s a need 
to give.
It’s perplexity 
to understand. 
It’s amazement 
to feel. 
From one moment 
to the next 
I know not how to think, 
Is it mine to believe 
Is it just my imagination 
that will dissipate in a blink? 
Is the lightness in my being 
because of what to me 
it seems,
Or is it just another one 
of destiny's 
nefarious schemes? 
Did the heaviness just forgot 
to throw its weight around 
and crush my heart,
Or is the sun, really peeking through 
the clouds of me! 
Did the music really start!! 
I don't think I know what to think..... 

MS